My JooJooBee,
This is a love letter to my two loves.
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JooJoo,
My script is talking to me.
My script is singing to me.
It’s taking on a life of its own.
It’s over me trying to tell it.
It’s beginning to tell itself.
I kept a blog once subtitled a celebration of textuality.
This script wants to be that.
I don’t know if a movie has ever done that exactly.
Not since the beginning, maybe not even then.
(If anyone would know, you would know.)
I wasn’t sure how it would all work or fit together.
I think I see it now.
It is waving up at me from down there like someone stranded on an island with a message for me.
Do you get this feeling with any of your stories?
(When do I get to hear your stories??)
I feel led — by this and something much more wonderful — and I love it…
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Right now the blue of the sky and the green of the trees are so bright and vibrant and distinct.
I love spring here. You will love spring here too.
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My love,
I imagine describing how I see you to people who know you.
I would tell them:
“My JooJoo is —
so smart and funny — they go together, like we do,
so loyal and tender — I will always trust and protect her,
so hardworking — that attracts and inspires me,
so original — there is one and only one JooJoo,
and beautiful — so beautiful I can hardly believe she exists,
let alone get to know her, let alone get to love her.”
I’d let you hear all of it.
(I’m really talking to you.)
As a poet, I would say:
“I love her face, shimmering with emotion like the sea with light —
her movements like leaves in a dream…”
(Don’t laugh.)
I will always see the best in you, JooJoo — meaning, I will always see the real you.
The truth is though, who you are and how I feel are simply indescribable.
Quietly I would think:
“How could something like this happen to someone like me?”
(It has.)
“She brings me joy, this one, so much joy. I love her so much.”
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The wind is so strong right now it’s blowing people’s lunches off their tables.
I love that! You would love that…
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I love you.
You don’t know who you are until you know what to do.
You don’t know what matters until you know to whom you belong.
I love you, JooJoo.
I love you so much.
— Your Fortune Cookie
P.S. I told you I wouldn’t stop telling you.
P.P.S. If I tell you too often you’ll get bored. So remember, everything I write to you means I love you.